Almost forgot I had this..
Well here I am at a familiar 4:30 with thoughts of nothing swimming in my head. Sleeping is such a strange concept if you really think about it. I really want that 1/3 of my life back but I want to sanely live the other 2/3..I guess I want to be able to have my cake and eat it too. Mmm I could go for some cake right now. I guess that would just keep me up longer. I wonder what the record is for staying awake. I don’t think I’ve come close to breaking it but man these late nights are boring without other people, I wonder how that person did it, whoever they are. I’d probably get to a point where I would just sleep out of boredom. Maybe that’s how I’ll fall asleep tonight. That’s kind of sad isn’t it? This world has so much to experience and I’m sleeping out of boredom, er I’m writing this out of boredom and then sleeping. Oh well, no one’s perfect, and certainly not me. It feels good to write again. I get tired of hearing my own voice. Most days I talk more than the average human in a week. But some days I like to say almost nothing. Today’s one of those days. Well, yesterday was. Today’s something else. Back to talking again I suppose. Back to sleeping normal, hopefully. I doubt that’ll ever come back though. Insomnia you are cruel mistress.